i couldnt wait to leave.
now its happening - by thursday night i'll be home & now i find myself dreading the end of this week. i dont want it to come, try to prevent the time to go as slow as possible. capture every imagine, ever sound every scent because i know ill never come back. & knowing that is making it 10 times harder.
how do you pack up your entire life.
granted, i wasnt here for my life. but your heart becomes your life -- how do you pack that up? endlessly fighting to make it work with someone who didnt want as bad as you did. giving up. its a heard vs. mind battle; my heart still wants to fight & my mind has givin up -- overall your mind wins no matter how hard your heart fights; i know this is what i need. i just have to keep reminding myself.
its just 10 times harder now..
- India
- A person shouldn't be judged by their look but by their character. I do not mind if I get told I'm insane & weird, it's the honest truth when it's said. (:
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- good luck with this situation.. i like the way that you write btw.. it seems like you can always find a way to word things that i just feel like i couldnt/cant lol. im following now & adding you to my lil' list!
ps: idk if u saw my comment bck on my blog.. but if u go to your dashboard.. where u can "add/manage" blogs that u follow.. u can add my link there (;
I understand what you mean. That mind vs. heart battle sucks because you really want to go with your heart all the way.
Just as long as you don't abandon your mind to help you out in the long run then you'll be fine love. Things like this take time, allow yourself to heal from it all.
Feel better <3
I always follow my heart and I haven't been disappointed yet.Hmm...maybe its luck.Anyhow go with what will bring the most happiness in the end...That's how I make all my decisions.Whats the use of making a "smart" decision if you're gonna be unhappy???
Yeah, its when your minutes are becoming short you start to want to soak it all in. Make time stretch out as long as possible. I hope everything works out for the best.
That's terrible. Just terrible. Interesting to read about. But just terrible.
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