"i can think of everyone from my past, and realize they all share the same thing in common. none of them knew my worth."
honestly, up until recently... neither did i. so im looking back and realizing how i put up all these walls to become this sniper who sat at the top shooting those down who tried to get in. No, it doesnt change the fact that at one point i was okay with hiding everything from everyone. even the things about me, but those days are long over with.
"okay i know what i'm capable of now how do i get her to apperciate it."
fuck her. we've all wondered what to do at that point. what happends when the person you love hurts you constantly? what are your options? yeah you can leave them for good. but what is that fixing? nothing. leaving wont chane whats already happened. i believe its supposed to prevent it from ever happening again, right? but who cares, the damage is already done and its so much easier to go on believeing it wont happen again. right? wrong.f
in the end.. too bad this isnt the end.
will it be worth it?
will it be worth it?
yes.
im a different person than i was before. i love this new person. i feel alot closer with myself. like i finally know what im capable of. something i'd never let myself experience before.Love.
4 comments:
Inspiring. A well though out analysis of "realization" of holding one's self back. Very fascinating.
Love this post. Realization of one' self worthis one of the best feelings out there. Becasue if one doesn't know what one's worth how can anyone else.
Btw this is Starbar off twitter, I'm adding you
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Wow. I enjoyed this piece of worded art. Check out the blog..some of the older posts are more up your alley. Pretty lady by the way.
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